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After Weeks

Dah lama tak post. Bila la nak post.

Keri, This is For You

apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang ?
benda apa eh.

benda terakhir yang korang beli dengan duit korang ?
tiket ktm.


dimanakah tempat korang akan langsung kan perkahwinan korang dan apakah temanya nanti ?
taktau lah lagi. tema pun belum tau.


adakah korang tengah bercinta sekarang ni ?
ye, semua org mesti tgh bercinta. dgn siapa tu yg berbeza.


berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang ?
insyaAllah it'll be forever.


dimanakah selalu jumpa kekasih korang ?
dalam hati.


novel/buku/majalah terakhir dibeli ?
SAT Math.


apakah nama penuh korang ?
you would have known if you know me.


antara mak dengan ayah, mana korang lebih mesra ?
(: mama and papa. manja with both.


namakan orang yang korang betul² nak jumpa dalam hidup korang ?
Cikgu Rafeah : cikgu sekolah agama waktu kecik2 dulu.
Ustaz Aziz : Ustaz yang ajar mengaji dari Alfatihah sampai khatam.


adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri ?
Sometimes.


dimanakah tempat yang korang betul² nak pergi ?
my "places to go list" sangat panjang.
antaranya, Wharton, Spain, Paris and Makkah.


pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium ?
peluk teddy. (: nak kiss teddy tp dia sedang busuk. heh.


beritahu tiga benda pasal orang yang beri tag
KERI. dia tag saya, nama dia keri, kt FB Fikri Osman.


5 benda yang paling disayangi dalam hidup anda
Bendaaaaaa lagii.
teddy. ipod. gelang. cincin mama. sweater.


lagu yang paling anda suka dan selalu dengar ?
susa lah. banyak sgt lagu dgr. tapi for now Maher Zain's songs.


bilakah tarikh lahir dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas ?
Jun 9. last yr sambut kat JB kot. tak igt.



5 rakan blogger yang anda nak tag a.k.a suspek² yang perlu dicari
Tanak tag sbb sy sendiri tensen keri tag saya. (:

Bangsawan

This is very very very disappointing.
How could they do this?
It wouldn't be the same without the seniors.
No fun lah. )':
I know the seniors must be sadder than I am.
But the hurt is there.

Dah semangat gila kot nak Bangsawan.
Pastu gi postpone pulak.
Plus, sape nak pening2 pasal Bangsawan before AS and A2.
It's suppose to be over by that time.
But not this time.
And waktu tu juniors baru masuk.
Mana paham house spirit sume lagi.
This is really really sad.
Why oh why did they do this?





The date rings a bell. It's okay, I'll be there.

Semangat Pudar

November SAT Scores Available Online Now!

: asyiqahmh
: *********

Your SAT Scores.......


It's okay. You'll do better next time.
Rest for now. Get well. Then, think about what to do.
Susah2 sangat, pegi UK je lah Syiqa.




Ya Allah,
Berikanlah aku kekuatan.
Sesungguhnya aku butuh bantuanMu.




Kenapa awak menangis?

Wounded Heart

What would yo do if you're hurt so bad, again and again?

If your heart is wounded by the same knife?

Almost healed and wounded again at the same spot?

Would you let it heal just to find out in the end that it'll bleed so badly again?




you've caused too much tears behind that smile

Mirror Mirror on the Wall

People love to judge and criticize. It's easy.
Sometimes you look at other people.
And you feel that you're much better.
And the world is all about you.

Guess what? You're dreaming. So wake up.

You may think you're great.
If you are now, some time ago you weren't.
You've changed. I've changed. People will change too.

You may talk as you wish.
But not all your words are right.
Sometimes, you just don't have the right to judge.

Look at the mirror, know you. Then talk.
Maybe then you'll speak some sense.

Have You Ever?

Head held up high.
Kept on smiled.
Everything's okay.
Walked away.

Have you ever done that?

Me? Always.

I don't know what is wrong.
It's hard to eplain.
But it doesn't feel good.

So Imma do it again now.

Head up high.
Smile smile smile.
I'm okay.
Walk away.






Secretly cry.

The Same

I woke up and realize,
Nothing has changed.
Life's still the same.
Nobody's home.
I'm alone. ):



p/s : cepatlah start belajar balik.

Alien Left Earth

Why would anyone want to lose a great friend?



Yeah, that kept me thinking and thinking,
There's just no answer for it.

You know,
I wanna sleep and wake up and say,
"Ohh, it's just a bad dream"

But,
I just couldn't sleep.

So where were you when I needed you?
-Princess Fiona, Shrek 2010-



note to myself : stop needing anybody, because none of 'em can be there all the time. but then again, no man is an island.



need you now. but i guess you're tired. i am too. of everything. good night dear.

Life Histories

I wouldn't say a had a bad childhood; it was superb.
I wouldn't say school was no fun; it was amazing.
But regardless of that, I did had plenty hard times.
And those hard times that I'll never forget,
Is the hard times that lasts forever.

Despite having little problem in studies,
It doesn't mean school would be so easy.
Particularly; High School.
Yeah, High School was damn tough.
Being in a school with a maximum of 300 students yearly,
Everyone knows everyone.
Do a mistake, the whole school knows.
And that's what I dumbly did; mistakes.
Lots of 'em.

You know histories of your life, would just stick in your mind.
It's about yourself. How could you forget?
But it is most frustrating when people can't let it go either.
I can proudly say I've trashed my histories away.
I'm a new me.
But not everybody gives second chances.

What should I do then?
Be it! Be it that people think whatever they think.
I am happy now. Yes I am. Truly.
And I'm not going back there.
When the wound is still bleeding,
I'm not gonna cut it deeper.
Let me be who I am today.
I'm happy.
Histories, just go away.

Things In Mind?


I slept early. I didn't want to.
I was hoping for a text by you.
But I did, I slept waiting.
I woke up suddenly, at 2.10am.

Checked my phone. No you. No.

Checked my laptop. No you. No.

I couldn't sleep now, who should i turn to?


p/s : happy anniv ma and pa. 22 yrs of a happy marriage. i rly admire you ma n pa. (:

Please. Grow Up.

Why must you keep crying over things.
Please grow up.
Yes, I'm talking to you Syiqa.
Grow up. Things get shitty at times.
And Syiqa is strong. Not so lembik.
Syiqa, grow up lah.
Things doesn't always go the way you want it.
Life is addmath. Complicated. Ahah. Addmath lagi senang kot.
Cheh, nak bajet pandai pulak.
Look at you, seganlah sikit. Tengok kalender tu, da 2010.
You're gonna be 18. Grow up. Grow up.
Small matter. No need to cry over.
Mana kawan-kawan? Give me a hug like you use to do.
I tried to hug this teddy bear. But it doesn't wanna hug me back.
And so I cried. And some alien said,
"If you keep on hoping on unreal things, nothing akan jadi"


teddy, pnat i hug u. hug la i balik. :(


Are you real? I know you are.
Please don't go so far.
Those books are taking you away.
There! I'm being a kid again.
Urgh. Rose Asyiqah, grow up lah.

terasa

post ni dalam BM.
suka hati lah nak BM ke BI kn.
nak baca, boleh. taknak pon boleh je.
apahal nak emo? taktau.

kenape kena terasa?
ntah
takde kena mengena pon.
tula pasal.
perasan lah ni?
yelah, perasan. hmmph.

ahahahahaha.
apahal gelak?
biala, emo kejap pastu ok lah.
gila lah.
memang gila. bukan slalu pon.
hah. yelah.
ok dah dah. gelak lah. happy je.
ok jom gelak.
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.



p/s: mengarut gila. mood swing habes. ahaha.

matrix

i hate matrix.
its taking my friends away.
boe, kapee and fio off to gopeng.
poek is at penang now.
aswad is at perlis now.
amie is at n9.
they are all over the place.
they are not loving it.
me neither.
i miss them,
yes i do.

i miss you arisz


ARP Report

What is ARP Report?
It is wastage of paper! Haha.
Too many conditions to follow.
And it's tiring exhausting thing!

Oklah. What is ARP?
The fun part!
Anugerah Remaja Perdana.
4 components; sports, skills, community service and expedition.
But for Gold Medal, there's another component; Residential Project.
Try google-ing it. It's the Duke of Edinburgh Award.
Great experience but troublesome documentation.
Hope it's worth it!

Letter "-.-

I was totally waiting for a letter, but another letter came.

MNRB
Status : Reserve
Final status will be informed by June 2010.

"-.-
haih. ok lah.

Oh Extra Great!

Arash wanted KFC.
Mama let me drive the car.
Yaya and Arash was excited.
I was scared but excited jugak!

Okay, it started with I couldnt start the engine.
Then I called mama to ask about it.
And.. I should've stop there.
But, the engine boleh start pulak.
So, we went to KFC.


Yaya and Arash happy to get their KFC


Me driving *minutes before the 'oh extra great' moment*


The 'oh extra great' moment!
My mama's car!
Scratched!
I accidently hit the gate! 
Urghhh!

Now, I'll never get to drive the car again. Haha. 
Nasib baik mama tak mara.

I love you mama! 
and sorry about the car. hehe.

Oh Great.

Urghhh. I don't understand why I really feel like I need to drive. Yea, I noe. It is like, "what?". But I'm so bored at home and my parents are away and I have the keys and the car is there. But yet, I can't drive. nanti kena mara pulak. Oh stupid feeling, please go away and come again another day when I actually need you.

Then come the second feeling, need to hang out! But why la KL is 3 hours away. Hang out hang out hang out. Hopefully Papa allow me to hang out this wed. Missing Arisz like hell lot! But I really wish I could drive anywhere I go because I don't wanna burden Ma or Pa. 

I didn't thought that getting a license can make me wanna drive so much.
Oh great.

YTN Scholarship

To those who applied, go to the webpage, the interview list is out. 
And, goodluck!

p/s: not in the list. =(

blank.

blank.
thats what im feelin.
idk why.